I got a great call from the nurse this afternoon. My beta was 64 at 13dpo. She said that was a great number and they like to see it over 50. She said I didn’t need to come in again until the fetal ultrasound in a week and a half, but could just to ease my mind. So I made an appointment on Monday.
And then I started bleeding 😦 WTF? No No No No.
They sent me a little pregnancy sheet that says in the very first paragraph that bleeding is normal. But of course it doesn’t look or feel normal. Of course I am freaking out, sitting here lightly cramping and bleeding out my hopes and dreams and hard work. Shit Shit shit.
Going to go curl up in a ball and try to hold onto the last shred of hope I can muster.